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so let me just start off by saying the past few weeks have been COMPLETELY TERRIBLE
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now i am very scatter brained and i am just going to write random thoughts and complain and complain and complain so plz feel free to scroll down nao.
i like you a whole lot, really. and i know you like me. duh. but sometimes i feel like i’m this huge burden on you and all i do is cause stress.
can i have more money please so my parents stop fighting? yes thank you
i love you okay i loooove you but i dont think you love me back sometimes cause i am kewl and paranoid yay
i hate myself ya
why cant i enjoy anything anymore
why am i really happy and really sad
i dont miss you
i love you
why do you like me
i dont want to do anything but sleep
i want money
i love you
i am very mad
i am nervous
i dont love you
i love you
i want to cry
i want it to snow
i miss you
people piss me off so much. i want it to be six months ago when i was free of problems. the only difficult thing in my life was chemistry but i loved it so much so i didnt care. i didnt want to sleep. i wanted to go out and do things. i want us to be fun and happy like we used to.
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What my mom thinks:
Reality:
g fucking poy
GPOY
guy friends and even when I go hang out with my boy friend it’s the same way.
(Source: hoe-my-god)